Help please?! guys and girls opinion! i dont get why did he ruin it in the ending?!?!!How do i get over him</3?

Well it started in spring... a dance. i danced with his friend he dance with mine. mine didn't have a cell at that time, his friend didn't have a cell.so we started talking ALL THE TIME. i mean constantly! i was trying to get him to know my friend better and he was giving me info about his friend. i was so shy. so innocent. jus a 15 year old girl with not alot of experiance with guys but alot with fixing friends relashionships not braging jus tellin ya that im good with giving advise with that kinda stuff, back to what i was saying) so i was texting then he wanted to talk so slowly but surly i talked... normally i would let him but i started too....so then time went on again. and i called up my friend cuz during whent i was talking to that guy she was telling me of how much she hates him this and that and she only met him once and only talked to him once! so then i called her on my home phone and him on my cell listening so then i said why dont you like (his name)? she started rambling on like no other! i was just like dammmnnn! (in my head) and so i told her hold on real quick someone is calling me on the other line... so i put her on hold and there wasent really someone on the other line so then i started talking to that guy, and i was like: omg i didn't think she'd say all that im sorry wow! then he was like wow umm just wow. i could tell he was completely shocked and so i was like i dont know if this is a bad time or not but i have started to like you and then i was like but i gotta get back to (that gurl) so dnt talk.. then i was like (that girls name) i have to go, that was my ma on the line an i have to do something so call you later? then she said yeah and we hung up. so then me and that guy started talking and i was so neverous cuz he was like nice timeing(being sarcastic) and i was like i know im sorry i had to tell you sometime then he laughed and i giggled and he was like haha wow... so we talked forever till my ma got home lol...... so again time goes on..==> i was going to Flordia with a g-pa and g-ma and a nefew... we talked every night cuz of time differences i would stay up all night talking to him cuz of time diff. time whent on i liked him more and more... an the day i will never forget<3 april 26th (; @ 12 he asked me if i would ever go out with him and i said yeahup(a word he always said) (; then he was like so now u's my gurl(; and i was like yah With the hugest smile on my face!!!! so the he said he gots to go cuz he's with his friends... next night i was jus so happy to talk to him again! he gave me a nick name that was jus soooo cute you have no clue: lil lady lol i cant explain it so time whent on i was just soooo happy being with him! and so one night he told me he loved me(same age as me) and i was just completely Wowed i was speechless i couldn't believe it! i was like so depressed and happy at the same time cuz i had to tell him: i cant tell you i love you too, i mean i like you alot but i dont know if i love you... then i studdered to ask him if he was upset(in my head i heard the cricket noise they make in movies when it gets silent lol) and he said no i completely understand... hes a very mature person. (an i told you earlier that i was shy an insecure) so then it came to time when i had to leave Flordia); so i came home and i talked to him every night ever day uhh wow everything was just so perfect... except i never saw him.... he lived not too far away but i didn't have tranportation either did he... but that didn't matter at the point i just wanted to be with him. and get to know him the best i could. so then that night came. I told him i loved him(right before we had to get off the phone(; he was like awww really? i love you too! <3 and we talked forever after that<3 omg i still love him with all my heart and i hate i mean i completely hate when someone says: YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE IS! YOU CANT LOVE! YOU'RE TOO YOUNG! omg you have no clue errrg i hate it!!! i know what love is and they have no clue what has been going on in our convos but thats not for them to find out! so do not tell me that cuz it might jus be you that dnt know what true love is! no one really thinks about that now do they?!?!? errggg! that ugh i dnt know im jus errggg... i'll explain it: so that friend of his... back to him... well i didn't like him anymore cuz he told (the guy i was in love with) which the guy i originaly danced with doesent know that we even have a thing all he knows is that we talk ALOT! he told him i could get into her pants so easy shes so easy! and my guy just whent off (he said)! he yelled at him so much! so then now i dnt really like him! and another girl at the dance... not saying names. well she doesn't like me cuz i ditched the guy i danced with for the guy im with(i guess i should say without now) anyways so she started talkin at me(you cant use bad language on here... so i told her what happened cuz the guy i like didn't tell her straight of what he said about me